low!

down n low!
am on call tomorrow,
and its a holiday.when everyone will be sleepin ill be checkin B.Ps.
not fair.
i need to change my field.
want to have tea but to sleep too,and they both antagonize each other...wot
to do...
need to find de-nicotinized tea.
god help me.actually i just cant look upto god for help because of the way i
pray these days
half hearted namaz.im guilty of prayin in a hurry.so i dont think i deserve
to ask god for help.