bakra shopping

so this time i went or so i thought for bakra shoppin,i know its a lil too early for a bakra shoppin but its the other kinda bakra,the shadi ka bakra.
so this guy came to my place to check out the bakri in me,
he went back and approved(still thinkin why)
he left so many questions poppin up in my pea sized brain,
he didnt talk to me and still said yes,wot made him say yes,
all i can think rite now is of that song by sajjad ali
kya maira bangla daikha ya mairi gari daikhi ya maira bank balance daikha?
hehhehhehhehe,
well,so i didnt end up landin at the bakra mahal,but at a friends place near by where as parents went all the way to BM(bakra mahal),
they had some heart to heart talk this time,
and my mum asked him the question which i prepared my mum to ask him
and that was to know why he said yeah,wot did he see.
so the answer which did come forward was that the third person who introduced us shares a bond of trust with guys father and that third person has said some good words about me,so they approved me,hmmm...wot im thnkin rite now is that if that was all which was important why did they bother to come see me?they should have done the rishta on the phone only,if it was ONLY about third persons words.
im so screwed rite now,my mum keeps on tellin me im not gettin any younger and blah blah about my age,
so if im 30 and not married does that mean ill be a social outcast?
no one would lik to talk to me?
or they will look at my parents as irresponsible mother and father?
or my brothers will start hating me and my bhabhis(to be) will spit on me?
or ill not hv the share in family wealth?
or wot?
how necessary it is for a girl to get married before i cross this 25-27 age group?
so i have nthin else in my life to satisfy me but a guy with...now dont make me write it here.
what if he makes my life miserable?wot if he wont be able to make me laugh or take away all the small laughs i have now?
wot if he doesnt like the way i cook(which ill learn in a few days time)
wot if his parents wont let me work?
wot if his bhabhi has this competitive behaviour and there is always a race in the house?
wot if his niece choses to hate me(kids have their reasons)
wot if im not allowed to mingle with friends(dont hv many left here)
wot if he wont let me sleep and get up at the times i would prefer to set for myself?
wot if he has this annoyin habit of scratchin his bottom?or his ears?or pick his nose?
wot if he finds my nose too fat?
or wot if he finds my habits a bit too weird(im a human chopper,openly chop food in my mouth)
aaargh.
wot if im not allowed to become a consultant an improve womens health in pakistan.
im tired now and dont have more wot ifs.